I really don’t know why do I feel this fuckin’ shit!! I was like hiding this thing for few weeks. Why? I dunno! It sucks right? Honestly YES! I want to scream! I want to cry but I can’t! Hindi talaga sa lahat ng ngiti may totoong saya! Ang labo na kasi! Ewan ko kung mood swing to or hinahanap ko na talaga!
So tell me, isn’t it really sucks? May dadating, magpaparamdam, magiging sweet after few weeks or months biglang mawawala na parang bula (mga gago). Meron may gusto sayo pero hindi mo talaga magustuhan kahit pilitin mo. Meron din na gusto mo itry pero ni sa sarili niya hindi niya alam kung ano, sino gusto niya. Merong malayo. Tangina lang po! UNFAIR noh? AHAHAHA
Okay! Wala lang! Madaming ganyan sa mundo. Not even knowing na sa mga ginagawa nila may nasasaktan at may nahihirapan din gawa nila. tsktsk.
The family, considered as an invaluable social element, is a persisting Filipino need. In the absence of it, a typical Filipino, in his desire to find personal comfort by means of being part of a social circle, would always seek a replacement. Thus, the idea of the concept of family dissipating to irrelevance because of very-real-to-the-point-of-being-cliché eventualities like infidelity, jealousy or something as natural as death is a gold mine for cinema. The threat to the family is a fear that is always relatable, no matter how fantastically conceived. Translated to cinema, where there is always the protection of the knowledge that whatever tragedy happens onscreen dissipates as soon as the credits roll and the lights are turned on, the viewer is allowed to be emphatic to aches of the cinematic family despite the differences between his familial history to the fictional one depicted onscreen simply because he can relate.
I watched this movie last night while having a rest after full load work. Nung una kinilig pa ako because of Enchong Dee but nung part na napunta sa family nagstart na akong umiyak till the end ng story. Hagulgol ako. Sobrang ganda and touching niya. Plus the fact that my father is still sick and hindi pa na kakarecover from his 2nd stroke. Kaya mas feel na feel ko yung story lalo na nung nalaman na may sakit si Amanda. Andun yung feeling na sobrang sakit kapag alam mong nahihirapan yung father or mother mo kasi may sakit.
Yan itsura ko after! Fuck face! :)) ahahhahaha
Oh well, you should watch this movie too. For you to know the importance of FAMILY! :)
I love you Mama, Papa, Ate and Kuya!
I went to SM Calamba to buys some stuffs and had a date with Ryan (Imasash) my bandmate. We’re always having a date kapag magpapasko or after pasko. After we watched Tanging Ina Nyo we ate dinner. He gave me a gift. Oh thanks! :) Sinamahan niya ako mamili.
I bought 2 Kultura bags, slippers para kay mama, hand towel, pot holder,
lalagyan ng plates and
and this box na pwedeng upuan para ayos yung mga printing materials para sa business namin. :)
Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na bumili ng mga gamit sa bahay na dati parents ko lang yung gumagawa. Kahit maliit na bagay nagenjoy ako. :) ahehehe
We went to SM Calamba last last Sunday and bought cute dresses for their Christmas Parteeey! :) Napagod ako maghanap ng damit for them! Ang hirap hanapan ng damit ang papayat kasi nila :)
I was with my ex boyfriend last Friday night. 2nd boyfriend ko siya. 4th year ako that time. My high school friends invited me kasi birthday nung isa so nagpunta ako to see them again after years? ahaha. Then I asked them if pwede ko isama si ex since kakilala naman nila and pinsan nung isa, pumayag sila. Itexted him if gusto niya sumama sige daw. He waited for me for 2hrs kasi galing pa ako sa work.
Masaya as in kasi after 3years since we broke up ganon pa din kami. Sweet to each other and chill pa din kapag magkasama. Asikaso pa din niya ako at hinatid pa niya ako till makasakay ako. Ayaw niya ako pauwiin ng madaling araw kasi concern daw siya sakin. Hindi daw siya papayag na uuwi ako ng ganong oras kaya naghintay kami till 5:30am. BONGGA! ahahaha! May kilig factor pa din. It means andun pa din yung friendship and yung pinagsamahan. Nakakatuwa lang kasi kahit na medjo nagaaway pa kami that night na parang kami ayos pa din after all. :) Ang saya kapag ganyan ko nakakasama yung mga taong naging importante sakin. :) Besides hindi pa din nawawala samin yung kahit konti may nafefeel to each other. Kahit kanino naman hindi mawawala yun :)
Yesterday before umuwi :)
At kanina habang busy sa pagffacebook and tumblr! :)))
Walang ginawa kanina kaya early out! Walang images na pumasok pero 9pm pa din kami umalis ng office! Sbrang nakakabored kapag walang dumadating na images. Hindi siya advantage for me. Mas nakakapagod tumunganga and bumyahe! ahahahaha!
Yah I’m kinda excited! Excited for November! :) Kailangan kong mafinal yung plano for the said new business. AND another thing! Papahiramin ako ni mama ng money para makabili ako ng dslr! woooh! but iniisip ko pa if bibili na ako or idadagdag ko nalang para sa business. :) Mukang matutupad na yung dream ko. Kailangan lang ng sipag at tyaga. :)
- I went to Baclaran yesterday. I bought 2 shoes and 3 leggings. Ang mura :D I’ll post pictures later.
- After that punta sa Makati to meet Shane. Maghahanap ng apartment para sama sama nalang kami. GRABE! Ang mamahal! Halos nalibot namin yung isang buong part ng Makati. Napagod kakalakad.
- Then pinuntahan kami ni Jeyvee after work niya. Dinaanan namin yung apartment na bet namin ni Shane. Then we ate at KFC. Medjo kaumay kasi yun din ni-lunch ko. Ahahaha. Super kwentuhan hanggang sa bus.
- Then I decided na dumaan sa Hatebreed preshow malapit nalang naman kasi. Ang sabi ko uuwi ako around 10:30 or 11pm. PERO hindi nanaman nasunod!
- Tamang chill sa gig namiss ko Laguna Hardcore crew. Kahit medjo nagkagulo. Solid pa din! ONE FIGHT! ONE FAMILY! STRONG SOUTH!
- Sabi Eko after tumugtog nila Kuya Reggie (Piledriver) sibat kami punta October Fest. Hindi nanaman ako makatanggi at gusto ko din uminom ng bahagya.
- While watching inom ng GSM tapos Orgy (lasang bubbke gum pero parang nananampal kapag nainom na) AHAHAHA
- After Piledriver, batche kami daretso Pacita. Unang usapan 711 so lakad ng bongga trip lang. Tapos nagbago isip daretso bilyaran 14thstreet. WHOAH! Lumayo pa lalo! Panalo. Pawis na pawis kami.
- Goto/lugaw sa Owens.
- Punta bilyaran mga pagod at antok nakadalawang mucho lang. AHAHAHA
- Sabay sibat.
Sayang kulang ang K-girls ko. Hindi nakapunta yung iba. Si Mengster lang ang dumating <3.
Salamat! Bago ako umalis nagenjoy ako! :) I love you guys! I’ll miss you! :)
Yes! I’ll be leaving Laguna for a while. Maybe once a week or twice a month na lang ako makakauwi! Errr. I’ll gonna miss lots of things especially lots of people. I should face the reality, the real world for my future. I need to sacrifice lots of things for this! Less night outs, tambay, gala, mallings, shot, gig, band, online! WTH? I hope I can survive! Ahahahaha! Madami lang talagang disadvantages at the same time madami din advanteges like, I will learn more, earn money, help my family, meet new people, new friends.
Well, I should do my responsibilities as a daughter now. I know my priorities and this is one of them, to have a work. Masaya na nakakakaba kasi another page of my life. Another journey. :)
I’ll do my best para tumagal sa work. :) I’ll miss you guys! Yeah! Sobra. :)
Buh-bye Laguna. Hello Makati.
Hassle kasi hindi ako pinayagan ni mama today na lumuwas and mamili. She told me na bukas nalang isabay ko sa paghahanap ko ng apartment. May usapan pa naman kami ni Jake (Babawi ako swear!). :( nakakahiya tuloy. A week na namin pinaguusapan na gagala pero hindi natuloy. :| hindi din ako binigyan ng money ni mama. errrrr. So umalis nalang ako ng bahay pumunta ng school at tumambay. Sayang naman yung pagbibihis ko at paliligo kung hindi lang din aalis ng bahay! Buti nalang andun yung ibang tropa.
Happiness kasi biglang nagkatrip na shumot ng 1 gsm lang. Pampachill. Spot kila Luis (Salamat!). Maaga din umuwi. Maaga pa ako aalis mamaya at may gagawin pa din kaming lahat. Mamimiss ko MC SQUAD! Sobra. Sobrang magging matumal na ako and hindi na makakasama sa mga gala! :( Pero sira ulo si Gino nagkasugat ako ng dahil sa kaharutan niya! Till now mahapdi pa din siko ko! Pakyu po.
Ayan. Olats na panalo yung araw.
